Friday, March 26, 2010

Refueling My Sanity While Living Amongst Insanity

So, the end of my spring break is drawing near, and I'll be heading back to campus insanity. While many are known for traveling out of town for their one week vacation I'm known for sitting home, alone, and it doesn't bother me in the least bit. I've always been the quiet type. I enjoy sitting in solitary confinement pondering my thoughts and feelings and emotions. It's how I keep in contact with Spirit of the Most High, and how I learn more about myself. Yes, I have friends, and I love them. But the thing about me is that I don't like a lot of people. I love a few people because I'm extremely cautious of my feelings and thoughts and emotions. I protect them from negativity as it is my duty to myself. Some people perceive this and label me as a stuck up bitch, but their misunderstanding is cool with me. They always find it the antithesis of their initial thought (that is, if I let them near me). So if you're one of the few people that I consider a friend, I truly hope you value our bond as much as I do.

All in all, I refuel my sanity while living amongst insanity because I voluntarily place myself in solitary confinement in order to rejuvenate my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. Try it sometime, if you want. You may like it.

Lala